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My passion for music

...here I tell you my passion for music....

My passion for Music:

Before I could talk I could sing, I always was clapping in my hands. On my basic school I always did along with the playbackshow every year. Then I went on Aerobic and I was a majorette by a music corps. Later I stoped with Aerobic and went on flute lessons after that I took piano lessons at the age of 10 it was all classic and I didn't like it so after 3 years I decided to quit with that. On my highschool I met a friend who was also into music. So we started to make a duo group called:"Purple Roses" cause we both love purple & Roses. We both went to a citytown to buy a guitar and we searched tabs/chords for our guitar. Almost everyone knew we ware a duo group and that was funny! We told it also to our teachers of it. And so we asked to perform one day for the whole school.

Friends ware asking us:"When do you gonna perform on school??"

Well...we didn't do it cuz the teachers ware saying that we could better perform with a schooltrip.

So we did that...well...I did it!

Cause my friend said she was lost her voice while she talked normal! I WAS MAD!! So I decided to do it on my own. And that went good! It's so much fun when they are screaming:"We want more! We want more!" haha!

I stoped with the duo group cause I thought that she would give her 100% for it but SHE DIDN'T!

Past year at summer vacation I sung acappella 'Don't' of M2M. That was in French. I did a long with a 'Miss Camping' I was the only Hollandaise and the other girls they ware all French. When the hoster was talking to me in English he aksed me what I wanna be later, I told him that I would be a singer. So he asked me if I could sing something and I did it. The audience was very quiet!! After that they ware clapping for me the loudest I could hear that! Cause I was also the only one who sung!

In October 2002 I did the audition for Idols. I didn't went through.

At my other highschool I met a other girl who was also really into music. She's very talented! I learned things of her. We performed at my home town. She on the guitar and I sung. It was really quiet again! A friend of my mother was saying that I'm very talented and that I should go take singlessons. And this performance went GREAT!! But always after a performance I feel kinda...bad..I don't know why but I guess than I have the feeling that I didn't did it well.

Months after that I did again a performance at our school. But that went totally **** the same girl was letting me down. A other friend was also in our group. But she also was letting me down almost...if she did it, I had to go on my own and singing acapella....

But...it can happen to everyone! Right?

Well...I also write my own songs and make melody's for it. But...it's hard to do it haha!

I don't know anymore wich song I wrote the very very first time!! At the age of 13 in 2000. I've got so much! I always forget it!

My inspiration of writing songs is boys hehe! Every song that I wrote is about a boy....

Hugs, Nathanie

Here are some songs that I wrote:
 

"What My Dream Is Telling Me"

(Written by Nathanie Wouda) 28-June 2003 Inspiration: .......

Last night I dreamed about you

You asked me if I still was in love with you

I told you that I was

And suddendly we walked togheter hand in hand

Pre-chorus:

It was like I wasn't dreaming this

When I woke up

Some how you ware gone...

Chorus:

How would it be when this wasn't a dream

I just want you by my side

My dream is telling me that I still want you

Only there we are mean to be

I wish that this dream never had a end

And that we ware forever togheter

Cause I need you

But you said that you didn't need me

It was like I wasn't dreaming this

When I woke up

You ware gone...

How would it be when this wasn't a dream

I just want you by my side

My dream is telling me that I still want you

Only there we are mean to be

Will I ever get this dream again

I just wish that this dream was real......but it never will be...

It was like I wasn't dreaming this

When I woke up

You ware gone...

How would it be when this wasn't a dream

I just want you by my side

My dream is telling me that I still want you

Only there we are mean to be

"Everything And Anything"

(written by Nathanie Wouda)

There we're sitting togheter on the couch

And you don't have words to say

You're standing up and walking away

What did I say?

You really don't talk to me

How could it be

I've got a feeling that you want to

Be free without me

 

There we're standing togheter in you room

And you look at me with your eyes

You say baby I don't wanna go on

Boy, what did I wrong?

Tears are falling from my eyes

But when I look at you

You're starting too

Ch

How could you do this to me

I thought we ware mean to be

No, can't you see

I just gave you my everything and anything

That you ever needed

 

There I'm standing all alone outside at your house

And I'm just walking sadly away

Baby I really wished that you didn't said those words

But no one will replace you

You ware just the only for me

You still don't see

But this is how you wanted to be

Free without me

 

How could you do this to me

I thought we ware mean to be

No, can't you see

I just gave you my everything and anything

That you ever needed

 

 

"Don't Start"

(Written by Nathanie Wouda)

I don't know what you are doing

I guess you didn't understand it

Cause somehow you cared about me

But I just hate it when you're near me

But deep in my heart I hope that we are mean to be

 

Don't show your feeling's to me

How did you ever thought about me

Cause I still don't know why you care

But when I look into your eyes

Than I know that they are telling me no lies

 

Ch:

Don't start to like me too much

Cause I don't know how I would be

Don't start to love me

Cause I don't even know your feelings

Don't start to follow me

Cause I don't know where I should be

 

You know what I can say if you're in my way

So don't say you love me

Cause I don't know something to do with those words

Baby you don't have to stay

You better can leave my way

 

Don't start to like me too much

Cause I don't know how I would be

Don't start to love me

Cause I don't even know your feelings

Don't start to follow me

Cause I don't know where I should be

 

"My Heart Tells Me"

(written by Nathanie Wouda)

I hope that you'll understand why I said those words

I know I've hurt you inside while you said that I didn't

It was hard for me either

Cause I didn't wanted to hurt your heart inside

But now we are apart

 

I never told those words to someone before you

But please try to understand...

 

Ch:

If I didn't said this

We were still mean to be

But every time my heart told me

That I wanted to be free

It said that I wasn't ready

For all this

 

I really loved youre every single kiss

I really was looking forward to our future

But everytime when I was alone

My mind said no

I'm gonna miss all your love that you gave to me

But this is the end of us

 

If I didn't said this

We were still mean to be

But every time my heart told me

That I wanted to be free

It said that I wasn't ready

For all this

 

Try to understand it

Try to believe it

And I will still believe in you...

 

If I didn't said this

We were still mean to be

But every time my heart told me

That I wanted to be free

It said that I wasn't ready

For all this

 

"Don't Wait Too Long"

(Written by Nathanie Wouda)

You just don't know why

You just say nothing at all

But in your heart you know why

Cause there you're saying to everyone goodbye

 

You don't have to be shy

You just don't have to lie

But in your heart you're asking yourself

Why you're still alive

Ch:

Everytime you don't know what to do

But if you reach out for me I'll be there for you

Don't wait too long, no don't wait too long...

You haven't see yet where you're at

You have to go on with your live, you've got to be strong

No you didn't something wrong

So don't listen to your heart

 

Everytime you don't know what to do

But if you reach out for me I'll be there for you

Don't wait too long, no don't wait too long...

 

Everytime you don't know what to do

But if you reach out for me I'll be there for you

Don't wait too long, no don't wait too long...

 

"Jealousy"

(written by Nathanie Wouda)

You are looking at me

Like I said something wrong

You are looking very strange

Just say what you wanna say

This ain't good

Not for you and either for me

What do you think?

I don't like here anymore?

 

Ch:

You got to tell me right now

You got to tell me what you are thinking

I don't lik you when you

Are putting your face on a jealousy side

Look its not that I wanna make row

But I just can't stand your face!

 

Don't go say the wrong things

Cause I just don't need them

You better can be happy for me

Or rather support me

You got to tell me right now

 

You got to tell me what you are thinking

I don't lik you when you

Are putting your face on a jealousy side

Look its not that I wanna make row

But I just can't stand your face!

 

"I Really Wish"

(Written by Nathanie Wouda)

I don't know

Maybe she's better for you

Or she is

Much friendly to you

I don't know

Why she caught up your eye

I don't know

What she made you blind

 

Ch:

I really wish

That I was her

I really wish

That I could be with you

I don't know

What I can do

Tell me this isn't true

 

I don't know

Maybe shouldn't I start with you

Cause it is

Hard to find my way

I don't know

Does she better look like than me

Tell me how could this be

Cause can't you see

 

I really wish

That I was her

I really wish

That I could be with you

I don't know

What I can do

Tell me this isn't true

 

Bridge:

Just tell me the true

Just tell me tell me

Why she is with you

 

I really wish

That I was her

I really wish

That I could be with you

I don't know

What I can do

Tell me this isn't true

 

 

"The Way You Could Be"

(Written by Nathanie Wouda)

Did you ever realised

How much you can

Hurt someone in their heart

It doesn't mean you can freak out

 

Why don't you try

To show your other side

So you can show them your good thoughts

For someone who needs you

 

Ch:

This is the way you could be

This can be the way to make people happy

Cause they need you in this hard life

You have to understand

That you have to find a way

To be happy

 

Did you ever made

A fight right in this life?

Think about this in yourself

Think about it what you did wrong

 

You can be on your good side

If you don't make people cry

And don't hurt people

Try to do what you can do for your people

 

This is the way you could be

This can be the way to make people happy

Cause they need you in this hard life

You have to understand

That you have to find a way

To be happy

 

"Hard"

(Written by Nathanie Wouda)

Why did I get a strange feeling

Why did I thought about him?

No, this can't be true

No, this can't be true

 

Why did you take my feelings away from him?

Why did you say I love you?

No, I can't believe this

No, I can't believe this

 

Ch:

It's hard to say

It's hare to believe

It's hard to think about

It's hard to pretend

But I'm in love with someone els...

 

Why did I said this to you, why not to him

Why did I make you feel very sad

No, I just don't know what to do

No, I just can't imagen what's happend with you

But I love you too

 

It's hard to say

It's hare to believe

It's hard to think about

It's hard to pretend

But I'm in love with someone els...

 

I'm just feeling badly

I didn't mean to say it

But what would I do

When I said nothing to you?

 

It's hard to say

It's hare to believe

It's hard to think about

It's hard to pretend

But I'm in love with someone els...

 

It's hard to say

It's hare to believe

It's hard to think about

It's hard to pretend

But I'm in love with someone els...